Family In Town

So My Family Is In Town & I am really loving it but its also really weird. I feel like Heather and dennis are  judging me about everything! she doesnt like jon at all. she thinks hes not a good father or husband because hes not around enough and doesnt play with the kids enough. But its not like its his choise if he could have better hours and be home more then he would. She just doesnt understand why hes never home and why i have to do everything around here on the home front. Thats my job! Shes Not in the military so she has no idea what it takes to be a military wife and mom. its just soo frusterating having her make comments about jon and how hes lazy and not around. Ugh!!! Soo Annoying!! good thing there only here till the 26th and then her and dennis leave! so i dnt have to hear all of her comments about him any more!!!

people changing.

So I have come to realize that soo many people change, for the better or worse i haven't decided that yet. But in a very different direction then they use to be in. 
i have 2 very good friends here or well i thought they were. but maybe people change and grow apart from there closest friends because they don't believe they are acting the right way or made a couple bad decisions. but is that right? to leave your closest friends behind because you think what they are doing is wrong? or should you stand by them and be a friend to them no matter what? There not breaking the law but there going to end up breaking up there families. they think its ok because there doing it with woman and not doing it with another man so its not actually cheating. (there words not mine)
But i think its very wrong! they asked me if i wanted to join in what they were doing and i got soo mad at them that i just left the restaurant we were at and went home. 
 How can someone be soo against it earlier in the year and then change soo fast and think its perfectly fine to do that. and to even ask me to do it when they know it would just break up my marriage! how can someone people be soo selfish and destroy there marriages over sex?? i don't understand it! is there no value in being married any more?
 people around here jump from one marriage to another like its a kids favorite color changing every week because there new toy is that color! its ridiculous! i don't know if its like this every where but its really starting to make me question if we should stay in the military or not. i don't want my kids to be raised in this type of community thinking its ok to cheat on your husband or wife. and have no respect and no value for being married.
Being married is suppose to be secrete and have meaning to it. people are suppose to be with that person for the rest of their lives and not want to have sex or want be with another person! if you don't want that then why are you still married? Your just going to hurt the people close to you and end up with nothing.
people say im old fashion here because i respect my husband and i dont check out men and dont think about or fantasize about being with a man or a woman. But i dont think im old fashion i think what there doing is wrong. your suppose to be with the person you married and have respect for that person to not do any of those things.
i dont know im really torn between staying there friend and just letting them go there own way and leave there lives right now.  

Random Facts About Me!! =)

 

Random facts about me

I stole this from my Friends Kelly & Courtney From Facebook.

1.My Kids Are My Every Thing & Deff Changed My Life For The Better!!!

2.My Husband Jon Is My Best Friend & Soul Mate. He Knows Everything About Me & All My Flaws & Still Loves Me No Matter What.

3. . When Jon & I Go On Dates By Ourselves,We Don't Know What To Do Without The Kids There. lol

4. I Was Always The One Who Never Thought About Being A Wife & Mother. But I Was The First One Out Of My Group Of Friends To Get Married & Have Babies. & Wouldn't Change It For Anything.

5. I Have 2 Amazingly, Beautiful Children That Are 18months Apart And Drive Me Crazy All Day Long.

6. My 3year Old Son, Has A Mental Disorder Called Sensory Processing Aggression Disorder, Adhd, & Partial Hearing Loss. He's Had 4 Surgeries. Goes To 4 Diff Therapists During The Week & Weekend. He Is The Strongest Kid I Know. He Gives Me The Strength To Keep Me Going & Keep My Head Up. I Feel Very Blessed To Be His Mother.

7. I Cant Live Without My Cell Phone. It Has EVERYTHING In It I Need To Get Through The Week.

8. I've Grown Alot Closer To My Older Sister Since I Moved Out & Now We Talk A Billion Times A Day!

9. My Close Friends Are Part Of My Family & Know Everything About Me.

10. I'll Always Be There For My Friends & There Families No Matter How Far Away I May Be.

11. The Air Force Is My Husbands Mistress & That Bitch Always Has Him.

12. I Want To Live In A Diff Country When The Kids Are A Couple Years Older.

13. I'm NOT An Animal Person. I'll Have One For Jon & The Kids But I Hate Cleaning Up After Them And HATE Them Trying To Cuddle With Me!!!

14. I love taking pictures of my kids.

15. we had to by an external hard drive just for all kids pictures i've taken & had done of them lol

16. My Favorite Flowers Are Lilies & Sunflowers.

17. I Have A Strong Dislike For Asian Tourists In Las Vegas, Ever Since I Worked At The Stratosphere Hotel Down Town. lol

18. I love rearranging my house & i do it every few months.

19. i always put !!!!'s & LOL's in my texts and i cant help it.

20. I like watching Sci-Fy shows with jon at night when he gets home from work. but i make fun of him all the time for watching them.

21. I love getting piercing's and tattoos.

22. I miss being in Cali alot But i want to move to Texas one day.

23. i've had alot of bad things happen in my life and its only made me a stronger person & i am grateful for that.

24. I use to do competition shooting & was the junior pistol champion of Cali from 2002-2004 till i shattered my knee cap and tore my acl during a practice run through. Thank God My Pistol Wasn't Loaded During The Run Through!!!

25. I like being sarcastic to people

26. I love people watching

27. I'm Not A Morning Person. But Korban Is Always Up At 5:45-6:30am No Matter What Time He Goes To Bed! when The Sun Comes Up He Is Up. Ugh!

28. I Loving Walking Every Where! It's Very Relaxing To Me.

29. I Cant Go Without Having At Least 3 Cans Of Pepsi Or Coke A Day

30. I Cant Stand Dr Pepper.

31. I Love The Ocean But Hate The Sand!

32. I Haven't Been To The Beach Since July Of 2007 With All of My Friends In Cali. At The Board Walk While I Was Preg With Korban & Kyle Won A Basket Ball For Korban. I Still Have That Basket Ball That All The Guys Signed For Him.

33. I haven't seen my real hair color all the way grown out since i was in 6th grade.

34. I'm addicted to sunflower seeds and chewy jolly ranchers. lol

35. Jon and I Have Seen The Last 5 Harry Potter Movies Together During Opening Weekend.

36. I Hated Reading Till Mary Got Me Hooked On The Twilight While Jons Was Gone Alot Last Year For Work. Now Im Obsessed & A Huge Twihard. Lol lol

37. I Love Falling Asleep On The Couch To A Twilight Movie When Im Stressed Out & Having A Horrible Day. lol told you im obsessed. lol it calms me down alot though. idk why. lol

38. Im Afraid Of Change, But I Get Bored Of The Same Things Way To Fast.

39. I Know That No Matter What Life & God Throws My Way I'll Always Have My Best Friends & Some Of Family By My Side To Support Me & Pick Me Back Up When I Need It Most.

40. My Best Friend Kyle Passed Away This Year, I Have Never Felt So Broken And Alone In My Life When That Happen. Its Still Very Hard For Me To Even Think About Him & I Don't Talk About Him With Anyone But My Best Friends Who Knew Him The Most. I Know He Is Watching Over Me & My Family. But It Still Doesn't Make Up For The Fact That He Is Gone & I Dont Have My Best Friend & My Son's God Father Any More. Life Isn't Fair & You Cant Forget To Live Your Life To The Fullest Because You Never Know When Its Your Time To Go.

My Kids!! =)