Chloe Elizabeth Marie

So we resently found out that our sweet baby girl has a blood disease. Which will control her whole life. Her joints get stiff and it makes her walk and run bad. It makes her stomach poof out and horribly high fevers that can cause brain damage not to mention she doesn't eat at all during this week and a half long episode she has every month. And will continue to have every month for the rest of her life. Were still going through the process of getting her the best treatments for her. There are a couple options open to her and now were just waiting for a few more blood test to come back to see which option will benefit her best. She's soo amazing and strong! She'd been dealing and going through this every month since she was born. And its only gotten worse. =( but at least we finally finding out what she has and is now she can et th help she needs!! Thank God!!

abc!

A:
- Available: nope :]
- Age: 22
- Annoyance: liars and not being able to trust them.
- Animal: polar bears
B
- Birthday:April 18th
- Body Part on opposite sex: shoulders
- Best feeling in the world: love
- Been in Love: yup
- Been on stage: yup
- Believe in Magic: not really
- Believe in Miracles: yup
- Believe in Santa: nope
C
- Candy: jolly rancher chewys
- Color: teal and pink
- Chocolate/Vanilla: swirl
- Chinese/Mexican: mexicanoo
- Cake or pie: cake
- Continent/Country to visit: idk all of them
- Cheese: munster
D
- Day or Night: day
- Dance in the rain: of course
E
- Eggs: scrambled :]
- Eye; blue
- Ever failed a class: yupp hahaha
F
- Full name: Heidi
- First thoughts waking up: i can sleep for 5 more minutes
- Food: love it!
G
- Greatest Fear: failure
- Goals: being a great mommy!! 
- Get along with your parents: some days
- Good luck charm: dont have one. thats prob why i have bad luck all the time!
H
- Hair Color: brown/red
- Height: about 5'1
- Happy: sure
- Holiday: korban and chloes birthday
- How do you want to die: fast or asleep
- Ice Cream: birthday cake
- Instrument: i dnt play anything
J
- Jewelry: yes please!
- Job: mommy and wife!
K
- Kids: 2
- Kickboxing or karate: i was awesome at both!! 
- Keep a journal: use to
L
- Longest Car Ride: driving to cali from vegas 
- Letter: H
- Laughed so hard you cried: all the time
M
- Milk flavor: 2%
- Movies: romantic and funny ones
- Motion Sickness: yea
N
- Number of Siblings: 2
- Number of Piercings: 6
- Number: 5
O
- One wish: i dont have just one
P
- Perfect Pizza: chicken garlic from round table
- Pepsi/Coke: pepsi
Q
- Quail: bird?
R
- Reason to cry: many things
- Reality T.V.: i watch it
- Radio Station: 95.5
- Roll your tongue in a circle: yea 
- Ring size: 7
S
- Song: if i die young
- Shoe size: 7
- Salad Dressing: balsamic
- Sushi: yes pleasee
- Skipped school: a few times
- Slept outside: yup
- Shower daily: yup
- Sing well: nope. lol but thats ok!
- In the shower: ?
- Swear: some times
- Strawberries/Blueberries: a mix
T
-Time for bed: when i get tired
-Thunderstorms: freaky
U
- Unpredictable: life
V
- Vacation spot: anywhere with a beach
W
- Weaknesses: not trusting ppl any more
- Which one of your friends acts the most like you: idk
- Who makes you laugh the most: my kids
- Worst feeling: losing anyone
- Wanted to be a model: i was one
- Worst weather: vegas heat!!!
X
- X-Rays: too many.
Y
- Year it is now: 2011
- Yellow:sunflowers
Z
- Zoo animals: polar bears, tigers.

Top 3

You've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the 3's of YOU. At the end, choose 26 people to be tagged. You have to tag me so really you just need 25 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way.

To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 3''s of Me, tag people - in the right hand corner of the app - then click publish.)

Three names I go by:

1. Mommy
2.Heidi
3.Babe/Honey

Three Jobs I have had in my life:

1.Retail
2.Hotel
3.Mommy & Wife

Three Places I have lived:

1. San Jose, Ca
2. Los Altos Ca
3. Las Vegas, Nv

Three Favorite drinks:

1.Pepsi
2. Hot Coco
3. Coffee

Three TV Shows that I watch:

1. Bones
2.  Pretty Little Liars,
3. Grey's Anatomy

Three places I have been:

1.St. Thomas
2.Texas
3.Cali

Three of my favorite foods:

1.Steak & Potatoes
2. Taco Bell
3.ice cream

Three friends I think will repost: (I'm stealing somebody else's answers)

1. the ones who are procrastinating
2. those that are bored
3. and the ones who just dig this kind of thing

Three Things I am looking forward to:

1.Tax Season
2.Chloes & Korbans Birthdays!
3. Our road Trip To Texas

Three hobbies/interests you have:

1.Shopping lol
2. Crafts
3.Reading

Bucket List. Wow i fail!!! hahaha

bucket list

Place an X by all the things you've done and remove the X from the ones you have not.  Comment on the ones you'd like to do, but haven't, or any other comment you think is relevant. When finished, tag your friends (including me).

To do this, go to “Notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, do the list and tag 25 people (directly under the note in the new profile.) If you don't see the Tags box below the post you are in the wrong place.)

Things you have done during your lifetime:
() Went on a blind date.
( ) Donated Blood
(X) Skipped school
() Watched someone die
( ) Been to Canada  
( ) Been to Mexico
() Been to Florida =Disney
( ) Been to Hawaii
(X ) Been on a plane
(X)  Ridden in a police car
( ) Hugged a homeless person
(X ) Swam in the ocean
( ) Swam with Stingrays
(X ) Been sailing in the ocean
(X) Cried yourself to sleep
(X ) Played cops and robbers
(X) Recently colored with crayons
(X) Sang Karaoke
( ) Volunteered at a soup kitchen
(X) Paid for a meal with coins only
( ) Been to the top of the St. Louis Arch
( ) Seen the Northern Lights
(X ) Been Parasailing
() Been on TV
(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
() Made prank phone calls
( ) Been down Bourbon Street in New Orleans
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
( ) Fed an elephant
(X ) Caught a snowflake on your tongue
(X ) Fired a gun
(X) Danced in the rain
(X) Been to the Opera
(X) Written a letter to Santa Claus
() Serenaded someone
(X ) Seen a U.S. President in person
(X) Been kissed under the mistletoe
(X) Watched the sunrise with someone
( ) Driven a race car
(X) Been to a national museum
( ) Been to a wax museum
() Eaten caviar
(X) Blown bubbles
(X ) Gone ice-skating
(X) Gone to the movies
(X ) Been deep sea fishing
( ) Driven across the United States
( ) Been in a hot air balloon 
( ) Been sky diving
(X ) Gone snowmobiling
( ) Lived in more than one country
(X ) Lay down outside at night and admired the stars
(X) Seen a falling star and made a wish
( ) Enjoyed the beauty of Old Faithful Geyser
( ) Seen the Grand Canyon
() Seen the Statue of Liberty
( ) Gone to the top of Seattle Space Needle
( ) Been on a cruise 
() Traveled by train 
( ) Traveled by motorcycle
() Been horse back riding
(X ) Ridden on a San Francisco cable car
(X) Been to Disneyland OR Disney World
( ) Been in a rain forest
( ) Seen whales in the ocean
( ) Been to Niagara Falls
( ) Ridden on an elephant
( ) Swam with dolphins
( ) Been to the Olympics
( ) Walked on the Great Wall of China
( ) Saw and heard a glacier calf
( ) Been spinnaker flying
(X ) Been water-skiing
(X ) Been snow-skiing
( ) Been to Westminster Abbey
( ) Been to the Louvre
( ) Swam in the Mediterranean
(X ) Been to a Major League Baseball game 
( ) Been to a National Football League game
( ) Swam with sharks
( ) Been white water rafting
( ) Written a book or screen play
( ) Been to a Tournament of Roses Parade
(X ) Lived in more than one state
(X ) Become a parent
( ) Been Bungee Jumping
(X ) Been to Vegas
(X) Been to a minor league baseball game
( ) Worked on a political campaign
( ) Been to the top of the World Trade Center or Empire State Building
(X ) Ridden a Subway
() Been to your High School Reunion

2010

1. what did you do in 2010 that you'd never done before?
cried soo much!!

2. did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
tes and no. i lost weight and then gained it back. hahaha

3. did anyone close to you give birth?
yes! shes soo freaking cute to!

4. did anyone close to you die?
Yes, a few ppl. =(

5. what countries did you visit?
None. =(

6. what would you like to have in 2011 that you lacked in 2010?
.Be Alot Better With Our Money & Spend More Time With My Family & Friends!

7. what date from 2010 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
3/26th kyle passed away. june 5th korbans surgery. 8/7th chloe was hospital for a week and half with a really bad infection and almost died. 9/27th i had my miscarriage of are 3rd baby.

8. what was your biggest achievement of the year?
.umm becoming a strong person.

9. what was your biggest failure?
mmmmm i dnt think i had one.

10. did you suffer illness or injury?
i broke my foot. hahaha

11. what was the best thing you bought?
tv, and my new suv

12. where did most of your money go?
...bills, food, and the kids.

13. what did you get really, really, really excited about?
umm my suv! lol

14. what songs will always remind you of 2010?
if i die young.

15. did you fall in love in 2010?
Nope. im married

16. what was your favorite tv program?
i have a couple

17. what were the best books you read?
the twilight saga. lol

18. what were your greatest musical discoveries?
idk.

19. what were your favorite films of this year?
idk.

20. what did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
umm went to dinner and a movie and i turned 22.

21. what political issue stirred you the most?
....theres alot of stuff that really bothered me about what obama has done. but im not going to get into it.


22. tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2010:
ive learned soo many lessons this year!!

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JANUARY
Where did you go on new years?
we were in san antonio tx.

Who kissed you on new year's?
my hubby

Does it snow where you live?
some times .

Do you like hot chocolate?
Yesss.

Have you ever been to Times Square to watch the ball drop?
Nope.

FEBRUARY 
 Who was your Valentine?
my hubby

When you were little did you buy Valentine's for the whole class?
yupp

Do you care if the groundhog sees its shadow or not?
nope. lol

What did you receive for valentine's day?
nothing. haha

What did you give for Valentine's Day?
umm a card i think. and candy to the kids.

MARCH
Are you irish?
not much

Do you like corned beef and cabbage?
yupp!

What did you do for St Patrick's Day?
nothing.
Are you happy when winter is pretty much over?
no cause that means its going to start getting hot here

APRIL
Do you like the rain?
No i hate it!!

Did you play an April fool's joke on anyone this year?
nope!

Do you get tons of candy for Easter?
eehh no

Do you celebrate 4/20?
nope dont believe in it!

Do you love the month of April?
its my birthday month! =)

MAY
What is your favorite flower?
Lilies, Sunflowers, & Daisy.

Finish the phrase "April showers…"
BRING MAYFLOWERS.

Do you celebrate May 16th: National Piercing Day?
I was unaware there was one of those.

JUNE
What year did/will you graduate from high school?
2006. online. haha

Did you do anything fun during this month?
korban had his surgery, my mom came for the whole summer. and we moved!

Have a favorite baseball team?
giants and yankees

JULY 
What did you do on the 4th of July?
...went to freedom park with marys family and kellys family

Did you go to the fireworks?
Yes.

Did you blast the A/C all day?
yes!! and it broke 3 times that summer! ugh!!

AUGUST
Did you have a sunburn?
Nope! thank god!!!

Did you go to the pool a lot?
Yessss.

SEPTEMBER
Are you attending college/school?
Nope!

Do you like fall better than summer?
YES. soo much better! not so hot!!

What happened this month?
not much cause it was soo hot!

OCTOBER 
Whats your favorite candy?
jolly rancher chewys

What was your favorite thing(s)about this month?
nothing
What were you for Halloween?
umm a pink lady. lol

NOVEMBER
Whose house do you go to for Thanksgiving?
Mine.

What are you thankful for?
Family and friends in my life.

Do you love stuffing?
dont love it but i like it.

Anything exciting happen this month?
Nope

DECEMBER
Do you celebrate Christmas?
Yes!!!!!

Have you ever been kissed under the mistle toe?
nope.

Get anything special last year?
money and gift cards!!

What do you want this year?
to be really happy. and to fix everything!

What do you love most about December? 
Christmas. and family and friends!

Family In Town

So My Family Is In Town & I am really loving it but its also really weird. I feel like Heather and dennis are  judging me about everything! she doesnt like jon at all. she thinks hes not a good father or husband because hes not around enough and doesnt play with the kids enough. But its not like its his choise if he could have better hours and be home more then he would. She just doesnt understand why hes never home and why i have to do everything around here on the home front. Thats my job! Shes Not in the military so she has no idea what it takes to be a military wife and mom. its just soo frusterating having her make comments about jon and how hes lazy and not around. Ugh!!! Soo Annoying!! good thing there only here till the 26th and then her and dennis leave! so i dnt have to hear all of her comments about him any more!!!

people changing.

So I have come to realize that soo many people change, for the better or worse i haven't decided that yet. But in a very different direction then they use to be in. 
i have 2 very good friends here or well i thought they were. but maybe people change and grow apart from there closest friends because they don't believe they are acting the right way or made a couple bad decisions. but is that right? to leave your closest friends behind because you think what they are doing is wrong? or should you stand by them and be a friend to them no matter what? There not breaking the law but there going to end up breaking up there families. they think its ok because there doing it with woman and not doing it with another man so its not actually cheating. (there words not mine)
But i think its very wrong! they asked me if i wanted to join in what they were doing and i got soo mad at them that i just left the restaurant we were at and went home. 
 How can someone be soo against it earlier in the year and then change soo fast and think its perfectly fine to do that. and to even ask me to do it when they know it would just break up my marriage! how can someone people be soo selfish and destroy there marriages over sex?? i don't understand it! is there no value in being married any more?
 people around here jump from one marriage to another like its a kids favorite color changing every week because there new toy is that color! its ridiculous! i don't know if its like this every where but its really starting to make me question if we should stay in the military or not. i don't want my kids to be raised in this type of community thinking its ok to cheat on your husband or wife. and have no respect and no value for being married.
Being married is suppose to be secrete and have meaning to it. people are suppose to be with that person for the rest of their lives and not want to have sex or want be with another person! if you don't want that then why are you still married? Your just going to hurt the people close to you and end up with nothing.
people say im old fashion here because i respect my husband and i dont check out men and dont think about or fantasize about being with a man or a woman. But i dont think im old fashion i think what there doing is wrong. your suppose to be with the person you married and have respect for that person to not do any of those things.
i dont know im really torn between staying there friend and just letting them go there own way and leave there lives right now.